Spilt Wine

It's now later in the afternoon and I am taking a break from work

I am still bothered by these blog entries.
I see a common theme in my entries, they all cry out WHO THE HELL AM I!!!!!

Am I passionate and pure hearted or am I am wuss?
Am I strong or am I weak?
Am I brave and courageous or am I a coward?
Am I intelligent or am I ignorate?
Am I a man or am I a child?
Am I real or am I fake?
Am I heard or am I ignored?
Am I generous or am I selfish?

Do I do things to appease God or do I do things to appease man?
Do I love myself more then others?

DAMN IT! I AM ALL OF IT!

Good grief :/