Friday, November 12, 2004
Pain always gives me the feeling of longing for death, but it somehow always brings me back to life. I am a man who has resurrected several times from my own suicidal actions, thoughts and behaviors. I am man who is so ignorant, that I don’t or maybe can’t, learn from my mistakes. I am a man who will always get back up, but will later allow myself to get knocked down again. I am a human bowling pin. Unfortunately, there are only 12 frames. Who knows how many are left.