Spilt Wine

A tsunami of self-pity has crashed down on me again.
Damn Damn Damn
My emotions have capsized
Damn Damn Damn
I am drowning in this salty sea of tears.
Damn Damn Damn
Undertow of guilt pulls me to the bottom
Damn Damn Damn
At the bottom, I sit lonely has the sunken ships of the forgotten.
Damn Damn Damn
You throw a life preserve, but I chose not accept help
Damn Damn Damn

Anxiety fills my lungs, and I am drowning in fear
Damn Damn Damn
Self-centered thoughts occupy my time.
Damn Damn Damn
Wishing to be someone different
Damn Damn Damn
I want what I don’t have
Damn Damn Damn


Damn…damn……damn