Spilt Wine

What the hell is wrong with me? I seem to be suffering from some sort of partial blindness. I can only see the good in the past but not in the present. I can only see the bad in the present, but none from the past and I know damn well, that is was the bad in the past that has lead me to the present and that is good, isn’t it? I just can’t seem to see it.

Try seeing with a cane or using brail you say? How silly of a question is that? How can I even do that when I don’t feel either?

So, I just lay and fall asleep hoping to wake up with a new head.