Spilt Wine

Its just our first day back from vacation and already I feel overwhelmed and pressed! I was thinking in my math class tonight that I should maybe drop the class due to falling behind. Then I thought about cutting back some of my A.A. meetings. I don't really feel like I can afford to do either. Then add work hours and family time and commitment to my responsibilities, I almost feel like I am about to crack. Then a question came to mind. How bad to do I want it all?

I want it bad.

But bad enough to endure the stresses, sacrifices and hard work?